Wayside Wanderings

Gonna be without internet for a while.

So sick of this whole fiasco. I'm going to throw up.

「絵里，你有喜欢的人吗？」
「有啊~」
「告诉他们了吗？」
「没有。」
「哦？不像絵里平时的作风哦~」
「才不想被拖泥带水的小爱说教呢！」
「呃...」
「我说，小爱，决定了吗？」
「还没...喂，别扯开话题了！」
「哈哈，被你发现了？总算有进步了哦？」
「哼。会说吗？」
「看情况，应该不会。」
「为什么？」
「信赖和爱情是不同的喔~」
「这点我倒是知道。那絵里喜欢的人是你信赖的？」
「我说啊，小爱，才刚刚赞你有进步了，看起来日后还真是要麻烦阿垣了...」
「就说别扯开话题了！」
「简单来说的话，我对她是喜欢，可她对我的是信赖。」
「那你的问题在于...」
「嗯。被信赖也是一种责任哦？」
「...絵里长大了。」
「当然！...喂，这样说的话，你一直都把我当成小孩？！」
「阿垣的影响吧...」
「哼，不理你了。」

...and this is why I do not write TanaKame. XD

Absolutely in love with this song. But I highly doubt I'll be able to sing it. Poor sense of rhythm lol. And also, not likely to appear on karaoke. ;_;

Translated it with some help from rokun. He did the difficult parts. :D


( Destiny Love (Japanese lyrics) )
( Destiny Love (translation) )

Thoughts:
1) It still sounds like Disney Love when they sing the chorus....orz.
2) Yuuka...too squeaky!
3) Saki, please enunciate properly.
4) I only realized while listening closely for the lyrics that the only parts Ai and Reina sing are the choruses. Saki and Maimi split the verses between them, and they do the rap. Yuuka gets the bridges. Hmm...but because the choruses get repeated so often, ReinAi still get the most singing time. XD;
5) Lyrics are cute for a song that sounds so emo. XD
6) It fits my NR universe, alternate version. The one with the happy ending. :D

Oh and my favorite verse is the second one. So cute! I need to write that into the story...

They should have more activity as High-King. Although it feels like a Reina and Ai duet with Yuuka cameo-ing. With Saki and Maimi as rappers. orz. Lol.

And they sound like they're singing "Disney Love"...yay Engrish? XD

The lyrics, from what I could catch after multiple listens, fit the ending to my story. Heh, if Nanchatte Renai is the opening, it ends with Destiny Love. Hehe.


その言葉ほんとに信じていいのかな
ほんとなら うれしいわ　
ああ　涙があふれて止まらない
DisneyDestiny Love


I think my ear for this has gotten a wee bit better. Maybe. XD

Hm, my conclusion after watching the gameplay walkthrough of Assassin's Creed II on youtube:

Italian is sexy. Now why didn't I think of learning the language before? （重点完全错误？ XD

*practices how to swear in Italian* :3

Ehhhhh, I found something while picking apart the storeroom.

Wow, you mean I was that uppity when I was a kid. Lmao!!!

なんか、懐かしいけど。

I think I'll keep that notebook just for that. Haha.

Ah, it's a complicated feeling when an old, old friend adds you on Facebook.

This feeling of nostalgia...from a half-forgotten childhood...

It's complicated.

Especially when you remember that this is the same person that cried more than you did at your own mother's funeral.

Really, why did he have to appear like this again? I didn't want to think about all these things.

Now I'm in a strange mood again.

実は自分をなくしことが怖いんだ

There's nothing, there's everything. I'm here and not here at the same time. This reality feels like it might disappear.

不想被遗失，不想被忘记
自分をなくさないように　永遠を見つけている

でも　そのわけではないよ

Before everything, there was nothing. After everything there is also nothing.

Is not everything nothing also?

I touch myself and I am here. My fingers on the keys; they are here also. If everything is here, then nothing is. That nothing is everything, and everything is nothing.

We return to the point of interference, and there is something.

I feel like I might be forgotten like this.

Somehow I swayed back to being an INTP... I tend to waver between INFP and INTP like a flag during a typhoon...







Yeah I definitely feel misplaced. I don't belong here, that's for sure. Now the interesting part is finding out where I do. I find it somehow amusing that I am assertive and withdrawn at the same time. Talk about passive-aggressive. Lol. XD

My head hurts.

( We're all nameless faces in the war for history. )

なんか、浮気したい。

あいつが覚えてきた。あの時間は、ほんとに楽しかった。

浮気をしないと良いのに、なんか、気をつけないほどに溺れちゃった。

普通には本気な愛がしたいのはずのに、個人的にはやっぱりいつも「なんちゃって恋愛」で決定？

感じ悪いな

And then all thought is erased by the awesome, fantastic, orgasmic wonder that is her Royal Hotness, Takahashi Ai.



Brain...shutdown...system...failure....

I really can't wait to see the Kimagure Princess performance from the Nine Smiles concert tour now. XD その魅力の胸元セクシープリンセス～

良いじゃない～　攻めてるみたい～

XDDDDD

"I put the A in Awesome."
"...there is no A in your name."
"That is completely irrelevant."


And I seriously need to stop holding long conversations in my own head. XD

Depression is anger without enthusiasm.

Truer words never spoken.

So I went out with Stef today.

It was fun. Very much so. Especially since we went to karaoke and that always makes me feel better. XD

But before I share ze karaoke experience, I absolutely must tsukkomi Stef for something. Below lieth the conversation.

Stef: So I was asking my friend, "Do you know if 冰淇淋 means ice cream or freezer?"
Me: O_O *jawdrop*
Stef: I mean like, they kind of sound the same what...
Me: 冰淇淋 means ice cream la! Aiyo...
Stef: They both start with 冰 what! Plus you take ice cream out from the fridge, so I was like "You take out the 冰淇淋 from the 冰淇淋???"
Me: orz *speechless*

Yeaaaaaaaaah. So speaketh the non-Chinese. I LOLed so hard.

And it gets better.

Stef: Ok so, what is freezer in Chinese?
Me: 冷藏库。
Stef: o_O Cold long pants??? (or, 冷长裤)
Me: LMAO

Yeaaaaaaaaaaaah. XDDDD

Then next came the karaoke, which was awesome. Made even more awesome when we discovered the "new songs" list. XD So we sang Shouganai and Naichau, and a most epic (and totally awful) joke came out of the latter...

Me: *singing first chorus* Naichau kamo kamo kamo kamo~~~
Stef: *after that chorus* You know hor, "kamo" means "duck" in Japanese, so if some amateur translator runs it through some online translator or something, wouldn't we be singing about crying ducks????
Me: Oh my god....naichau kamo (duck)...

Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. XD We know what the real meaning is, but heck, this was a great joke to make. I nearly died when I had to sing the chorus the second time at the end.

Me: Omg, I can't sing this anymore without thinking of the duck thing!
Stef: HAHA!
Me: I'm gonna cry~ Duck~ Duck~ Duck~ You know, that kind of makes sense in a way...
Stef: LOL

Yup. Moral of story: Stefy and Essy in karaoke = madness ensues.

Especially when we also sang Rainbow Pink. Complete with spoken dialogue. It was fun. I would never do it in front of anyone else. XDDD

Some other notable songs: Balalaika (how does Koharu sing that AND dance at the same time???), Hapi Hapi Sunday (well, it was there!), Okitegami (Stefy should totally be an enka singer, she rocked that song XD), Suki na Senpai (because Gokkies are made of fucking WIN), 366日 (unexpectedly easier than expected to sing), Nobody/So Hot/Tell Me (It's a Wonder Girls medley!), Gee (They didn't have Genie, damn), Haru Haru (conclusion, I cannot rap. I shall practice!)...and many more. We did stay there for 4 hours...XD (Although I think our record was 9 hours I think....XD that was a fun day)

I really enjoyed karaoke. Got to sing some of my old favorites, but I forgot a lot of old songs. >_> I can't believe I forgot how to sing Inori no Uta! orz. Need...practice...XD I also did a couple of Utena theme songs. And a bunch of other anime stuff, like God Knows. I was strongly tempted to sing the Lucky Star OP, but I decided not to murder it (or myself XD). And I totally butchered Garo ~Savior in the Dark~. XDDDD That was so freaking funny to sing to. So...heroic...and manly...XDDDD But so fun. Haha. I should practice some of the Kamen Rider theme songs too.... >_> <_< XD

以上！

I can't even talk anymore.

Every minute that passes by with me sitting here, I get shut into myself that much more. The urge to speak has just vanished, or otherwise internalized into some unseen process that does not see light of day. Even typing this is difficult; communication on all levels seem to be shutting down, process by process. Running on silent? Hell yeah.

I don't know what to be anymore.

Whilst having pizza at Stef's place, something amusing happened as we hung out.


Stefy: Bleh! -gags on seafood pizza- We should have eaten the hawaiian pizza after the seafood one...
Me: ...it's ok what...-continues chomping-
Hammy: -chews slowly on her slice- I don't see any difference...
Me: ....you're still eating the Hawaiian pizza, you know.
Hammy: ...orz


Ohhh Hammy...XDDD 天然ですね。XD

And I'm the unwitting tsukkomi most of the time....^^;;;

同样的一句歌词，分别让两个人唱，果然效果不同。

「良いじゃない　超エロの笑顔」
「良いじゃない　超エロの涙」

高橋和亀井的分别：
高橋小姐不愧是在行的诱受。有点女王加妓女的感觉。女王 + 妓女 = 王妃？！（被扁
小亀好像不太了解自己在唱设么。好可爱wwww 但后来好像发觉了之后，有点过渡沉溺的感觉。XD

「良いじゃない　攻めてるみたい」

愛ちゃん：　エロすぎる。有点攻受不分的感觉。さすが大人？？？
亀：　攻得太高兴了。。。亀ちゃんは攻め？。。。ガキさん、気おつけろ。危ないよ！www

终于发现为何那句「その魅力のお尻は　セクシプリンセス」在上段和下段的唱腔全然不同。原来后来那段是小愛唱的。。。

愛ちゃん、頑張れ。我知道你是在很无奈的唱那句。要怪就怪淳君吧。

PV的话，是UFA搞的鬼。Butt dance, anyone? XDDDD

无论听了多少次，ガキさん和れいな的那一句还是让我很想喷饭。

「その魅力の胸元は　セクシプリンセス」

故意让两个貧乳的人唱这句。。。淳君我真是服了你wwwww

以上！

It's odd to just wake up one day and realize that the only person you hold meaningful, pointless conversations with is someone who you've never met, isn't really interested in that way, but still feel willing to spend the rest of your life with, and is halfway across the world and almost 10 years older than you.

Hmm.